I'm getting tired



Hello, read...
Whether it's because I'm getting older... Or something else... I'm definitely "tired"....  Sometimes I just daydream all day... and I can't think about everything... I just like an empty can.

Every day I always try to do my homework... But never finished... It's hard for me to finish small things... I am like dragging my body to finish it... 

My Memories are fading... And often, I almost forget everything... So, what happened to me? I don't know either ... It makes me Very frustrated... 

I blogged halfway through and try to write just a simple paragraph, but it doesn't work and ended up in a draft. again 

So tired... Not just my body... But my mind too... 

And most annoyingly... I can't find the right psychiatrist... Why in Indonesia mental health underestimated... Especially the doctor... If there is a good doctor... The rates are very high...  About 500.000 rupiahs (31$) for half hour. 

Yesterday I tried to make an appointment with a psychiatrist... But the response was very annoying... She didn't want to meet face to face... And suggested via WhatsApp video call... 

Very unprofessional... Imagine if there is a patient who is quite severe and tends to commit suicide, and she suggests a video call???... I don't know what will happen anymore... 😤

Is Indonesia's mobile network stable?? Not... Imagine you vent, and your speech is interrupted because of the instability of the network cell... Hahaha 🤣

Yup... This is an Indonesian doctor... Who creates an image on Instagram as if she is a professional... And often fills talk shows on various events... She's a clown... 😮‍💨

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